Subjectivity and Objectivity

I will try to apply some ideas I have learned in my Philo class earlier.

Subjectivity.

Most philosophers say that we are always subject to our emotions, opinions and beliefs. It is a fact of life that we are ALWAYS subjective because that is how we express ourselves coherently by looking at things "subjectively." In other words, it is not difficult to be subjective because you know it deep down inside. Simple, you know yourself more than anything else then it'd be easy to show what you know, is it not?

So, upon expressing whatever crap is boggling within, I WILL be subjective.

One. I am confused. Still confused, even until today. What course must I take? What do I really want? What does God want? What am I going to do? What is my role in GC? See, how worried I am. Yes, my friends, I am an extreme worrier. So, what now? How do I determine my direction in life? I have waited, asked and maybe I did not ask and waited enough. I am tired. I cannot wait any longer. I have to know. I do not really understand how these things work. I do not understand how people know their passion. I do not understand that.

Two. I am pissed. I do not hang out with some of my friends anymore for whatever reason, I do not know. I think that they are pathetic, stupid,